Nov. 03, 2004 - 10:16
Yesterday I felt so hopeful after voting.
Today the shitstorm has arrived.
What is there to say?
I just thought because I hoped so hard for Kerry to win, that he would win.
My narcissistic fantasy. Sabine from Dresden emailed me to say she was crossing her fingers and toes and eyes and ears hoping so hard that Bush wouldn't be re-elected.
When people from other countries despise your home country, what can you say? What can you say other than, "Not everyone supports this president who's made humungous errors in judgement".
goddamn raisin bran.
You know what's wierd? I didn't think I was as emotionally invested in this as I am. I mean, I knew I would vote for Kerry and I cared about the issues the campaign was addressing but I didn't think I would feel so depressed if the outcome I feared materialized.
super restructuring of things is imminent. what the hell do i mean? i don't know. more than ever, i have to focus on things that are meaningful to me and be with my friends.
what else is there to do?
