Oct. 07, 2004 - 9:56
Apparently i freaked David K. out in my last entry calling matt "major". it reminded him of ronald reagan calling nancy "mommy". ewww. i didn't mean it like that. it was a sporty, breezy moment when i referred to him as "major". nothing more nothing less. however, if you'd like to deconstruct the psychology of nicknames further email me at fluffyvera@yahoo.com
what else what smells?
i did some yoga last nite that was cool. and practiced with MATT. woke up with 2 mosquito bites. there is a mosquito that only comes out when we are sleeping. gummo had to have a time out again at 6am. he had been meowing for an HOUR straight. i put him in the bathroom with a little rug to sit on. strangely enough, he stopped meowing then.
i am poor.
still catching up from september. last nite i didn't know how i was going to get dinner as i only had 50 cents (which i used for coffee this morning thank you) but when i walked into the apartment matt was cooking! what a nice surprise. i think i can have more pasta tonite. and payday tomorrow. unfortunately ALL of my check is going to rent. I figured it out and i will be destitute until October 22nd. This means the next two weeks i have to not spend money, not charge anything on the card as i'm already sinking in debt, and i need to lie on my bed and whine. because i won't be able to afford to get up and leave the apartment.
hey, don't cry it will be all right. we've got each other and we've got bread in the fridge.
for toasting.
mmmm cheese on toast.
have been listening to the rutabega from indiana. their new cd, these knotty lines, is sooooo good.
"we missed the point
so afraid that we had the answers"
-from urgent unspoken
had a dream last nite i was stuck in some kind of cabin lakehouse and me and a few other people, including an ex-boyfriend, were trying to solve a mystery---trying to figure out where bodies were buried. and i was staying at my ex's parent's house and had to go tell them i was alive.
before i did that though this woman who looked like a combo of laura dern and hope davis took off in the car with her two little kids to find the bodies.
whoa.
i'm going to try to write down my dreams every morning.
all right i gotta do some work now.
tomorrow schwervon! rocks
Bar Sputnik in Fort Greene. 10:45pm.
then todd and mish's wedding on saturday!!!!!!!!! i'm so excited to dance fever i can't wait.
tonite, resting up for big weekend.
maybe stopping by knitting store to have them help me finish scarf.
"The realization of the self is only possible if one is productive, if one can give birth to one's own potentialities."
-Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe
