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Jul. 30, 2004 - 2:06 hmm i write the same entries all the time i'm surprised you all aren't dying of boredom. maybe you are. according to tony, these topics frequently show up here: food, gummo, matt, friends, bands i play with, bands i go see, bands from europe and food. heh. so true! which made me laugh like a hyena at first and then i got to thinking. Wait. Am I boring and predictable and too full of boundaries? Why yes, yes I am. But I also like writing blurbs and lists and telling you all the mundane details of my existence. i can't help it. this need to share it and "put it on a plate, son, cause you'll enjoy it more". (that was from the movie Repo Man) I just wrote a poem about how mad i was at the sandwich but i'm not really mad. just restless and anxious about getting a lot together in a month--like a tour and a cd and gigs and rehearsals and and and it will get better. especially after my massage on tuesday. this diary is a mixed bag. i cannot look at it without both wanting to kiss it for the relief of venting and then hurl it out the window for the pressure of trying to come up with witty repartee. keep it cool till we get home talk me down to pebbles and stone thought you could use a poem break. next entry: my favorite food ever, lines from favorite poems, and my favorite ways of dealing with high anxiety. purple nail polish is not a summertime favorite though blue is and i DO enjoy the smell of freshly cut grass and I AM allergic to dogs but it doesn't stop me from wanting one or petting them.
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