May. 20, 2004 - 12:52
I was just tossing my hair around out of the ponytail and scrunching it around in front of my face till it covered my eyes cause I thought no one could see me at the desk and there is a suit looking at me out of his office while talking on the phone.
he probably thinks i'm like ally sheedy in breakfast club. quick, someone get me some popcorn and white bread and i'll pour sugar onto it and then eat it like a sandwich.
a few nites ago
i dreamt i was viggo mortenson's assistant. This was kind of dangerous as i had a mad crush on him (who doesn't after LOTR?). i was helping him prepare for his wedding to a woman who seemed much older, named diana or something, and she had that kind of business woman hair that I don't like, all neat and curled and she was kind of giving me the stink-eye which was justified a little as i was drooling on her fiance. cut to me & viggo playing a heated game of checkers. i was red and he was black. then it was wedding time and i had on this black sheer dress that had been my grandmother's and it was from the 20's complete with two long sashes and a very low back. viggo raised his eyebrows and said, "you're wearing that?" he was wearing a white peasant style shirt, blue jeans and cowboy boots kind of like what i would imagine he's wearing in Hidalgo, though i haven't seen that movie yet, and his fiance diana had on a simple white dress. so i said i'd change and the dream was over!
Kind of disappointing to be over so soon.
last nite i did yoga and it was very trance-like.
i like lying on the floor not doing anything.
am dragging my feet this afternoon. have to do expense report work and it's painful.
i'm in a division of the company where it would help if I spoke portugese and spanish. why did i take french in high school? i don't use it.
i should've taken spanish i feel like an undeducated blob who cannot communicate.
parlez-vous?
on you. and you and you and you. i had a cookie and would like another.
pam's graduation is tonite!
report from the front lines tomorrow.
